Why I blog...

I use this blog as a kind of therapy. Sometimes I'm happy and want to share it, sometimes it's just a random thought and sometimes it's to deal with things in my past. After all a burden shared is a burden halved

Thursday, January 9, 2014


And just like that, the past was erased…..

A conscious decision made……
No more wandering down that dark path of fear, self-loathing and doubt
Her curiosity to see where the rabbit hole leads and just how deep depravity can go had scared her
She thought she could handle it, she thought it was safe as long as it was one tiny step at a time.
She was wrong.

Her desire to connect in that place somewhere between.... where no judgement took place.

That’s all it takes…… a few tiny steps in the wrong direction and you end up on the other side of the road. A road she never wanted to venture down.

Adventurous spirit crushed? She thought…… play it safe all my life?


Adventurous spirit intact….. Just caution. Can you really dip just one toe in the ocean and not be affected by the tide. She didn’t know

“Forward” she heard a voice say, “always forward” one cautious step at a time.

You can still be curious, you can still be adventurous, you can still be you….. Just better